Pre-post note: While it hasn't become a "tradition" yet, I do try my best to come up with a birthday blog because it gives me the opportunity to take stock of how I've been leading my life and how far along am I in my journey towards the unfolding of my truth... The post below was done on the eve of this year's birthday. In the middle of a very big event, I was grateful to have found the time to sit down, get in touch with my feelings and pen them down...
03 July 2013
11:30 PM
Working on a birthday. I remember a few weeks back how I was mulling the possibility
of taking a birthday leave. Was really very busy lately, with
quite a hectic travel schedule also thrown in the mix. I figured, I earned 3-day leave credits from having my field visits fall on a holiday and 2 weekend
days. I might as well claim at least a day.
Yet, here I am, on the eve of my birthday, just wrapped up a
press release article for tomorrow and making a list of the things that needed to be addressed by tomorrow as well. But, I'm
not complaining one bit. If anything, thinking about the whole thing got me
started on the process of counting my blessings.
For Peace. The activity in question is a "Peace" Summit. I feel privileged to have been given a chance to be a part of it. That I am making a contribution,
albeit minute, underlines to me how I wouldn't want to live my life in any
other way. Again, I'm filled with a sense of gratitude, thinking about my life and my work that gives me the opportunity to pursue my own passions, beliefs and
things that I feel lend more meaning to who I am.
Indeed, I have a lot to be grateful for. This afternoon, while
I was busy attending to my task it suddenly dawned on me that some of my closest
friends and the recent acquaintances who have come to mean so much are also
pursuing the same passion, pushing for the same advocacy, giving so much of
themselves to the same causes I also believe in. Sitting there, I suddenly
realized how at that very instant I am surrounded with persons who had done and
are still doing so much for peace in Mindanao.
It felt good to hear the
"veterans" talk. It is inspiring to realize that they have been in this "struggle" the longest and must
have faced countless defeat and disappointments and yet they do not sound jaded at all. If
anything the message I hear from them is: "Let us go on! Let us continue working for peace. Something needs to be done. Let us be proactive and leave nothing to chance. Let us make things happen!" Ah, such indefatigable spirit.
And so I count another blessing. Truly Mindanao is a land of promise. Personally, more than a promise, Mindanao is a land of dreams. It is where dreams are made... dreams and longing for peace and better quality of life for every Mindanaoans -- women, men and children...
That I was born and raised amidst the richness of its culture, the bountifulness of its natural wealth and the beauty of its people (such steadfast, earnest people with so much love and passion for nature, for community, for truth...), is such a blessing indeed. As any Mindanaoan, the land helped shape who I am, what my beliefs and values are, and the things I want to pursue.
God... Abba... Father... truly You have given me so much. Looking back on how my life was and how it is shaping to be, I feel Your loving presence in every step of the way. Even on my trying moments I never felt forsaken. I feel Your gentle nudging and constant guidance. For that, I could not thank You enough.
Thank You for the quality of friendships and relationships You've gifted me with. Such genuine, loving souls, You've surrounded me. I could not count with my hands all the people who have loved, inspired and taught me to be the person that I am now. They manifest to me Your loving, nurturing presence.
It is such a wonderful, wonderful journey, Lord. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
