It’s amazing how seeing Baby’s used shorts on the floor could fill me with so much happiness. Here’s the context – (1) the “floor” the shorts was on, was directly next to the laundry basket; (2) Since the day he was able to walk, I’ve already been asking Baby to put his used clothes to the laundry. So it really felt amazing to see him finally doing it on his own, without my having to remind him all the time. It filled me with a sense of pride and brought me so much happiness. It made me realize that mothers really have “shallow happiness” (mababaw ang kaligayahan hehehe).
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
"Shallow Happiness"
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Musings
“Why can’t it last?” I turned to Bee and asked. We were still both in bed trying to get our bearings before getting up and start preparing for the day. I have just related how I had a pleasant dream about my crush paying me special attention – asking me how I was, and showing me special concern. And yes, I could talk to Bee about my crushes. Not that there are many or that I have one for a prolonged period of time. They’re usually just individuals with brilliant minds and passion for
So, anyway, I was telling Bee about how I woke up feeling good from the dream. And, immediately, he dragged me out of the cloud I was floating on to remind me that “these things” happen only during the courtship stage and soon after will fade to oblivion. That was what the “why-not-last” question about. I asked why it could not last. I argued that it really depends on the couple. If they would make the effort, then certainly the relationship could retain its “courtship-like” atmosphere.
Now, I’m wondering, can there not be a way to go past all of that? I mean, I’m not saying one should be delusional and turn a blind eye on problems just to maintain that “happy-nothing-is-wrong” atmosphere. All I’m saying is, is there not a way wherein we could tackle “problems” and “knots” in our relationship as something that are just momentary bumps in the road and not the be-all and end-all of the relationship? I mean sure, there are bound to be hardships along the way but do we just stop at that? Hmm… I know it’s easier said than done but really? All I’m trying to say is that sometimes, the way we look at things could spell a whole lot of difference.